how to commit to anything
thoughts from a textile artist with too many ideas
I was cutting a hole for my mouth in the patchwork ski mask I was making when I thought of an idea for an underwear line made entirely from thrifted fabrics called Jockscraps. I worked on this project, invested in its development, and even made samples before my enthusiasm for its fruition ran out. I couldn’t even tell you why, my mind just moved on. I find it difficult to follow through on ideas or projects from start to finish, especially when the spark that was in my brain at the beginning starts to wane.
There have been many projects that I have abandoned because I lost interest or motivation. Often, I have given myself (and others) whiplash with how quickly I have changed my mind. Although there have been reasons for my shifts in focus, I am truly starting to crave a fulfilling project. Something that I complete. Something that I follow through on and most importantly, something that I am proud of finishing. This is how I am planning to achieve that.
lean into the process
If I have learned anything from clothes making, its that good things in life take time. Garments are just effort put in over a long period. The same goes with life and good plans that are worth completing. There is no way around putting in the work. Its not that I mind putting in the work, I just want to feel like it.
appreciate the effort
I need to come to understand that I do not need to feel like doing good work in order to actually do so. I can install a zipper on a jacket without feeling like zippers are worthy of my time. The two do not need each other. In order to commit to a project I need to appreciate the effort in the journey.
finish strong
Through my failures in business and in sewing, I have learned that finishing is all that matters. You can put effort into the whole process, but if you do not do that last thing well, then the project will not come together. I want to do the last thing well! I am ready to commit to ANYTHING!
My way of challenging myself:
YES! The Artist's Way! Adapted for sewing! Nice! There is nothing like completing a project, especially a large one. When I felt like giving up or running away (usually a couple of days before costume review or dress rehearsal), I reminded myself, "The darkest hour is just before dawn," and pushed through. (Caveat: Mass quantities of treats and coffee also required.) And inevitably, it was a joyous occasion when I saw my hard work on stage, all together, for the first time...I forgot about the aching shoulders and sleepy, angry seam rip-outs. Just do it. Just finish the projects.
I am on week 3 of the Artist's way and I just picked up a sewing project I started back in 2017. I spent too much time trying to "organize" and "plan" it out and now I'm finally in the headspace to just do and finish it. This program is absolutely amazing and I am so glad you're doing it!